I still attend NS events up and down fairly regularly Steve, with the missus but I'm who am I? Nobody would know - unless I go to home turf, Lowton - but I got a bit sick of the wet-fish handshakes I got (Nowt worse than a Soulie gone bad it seems?).
I must say though, the thrill of NS events has, in general, gone for me - I still see the love and the need in the people that attend but the urgency isn't there anymore. I still seek the input that youth brings to music.
I still buy Northern, alongside my other deviances, but find myself these days comfortable enough not to depend on bouncing myself off the NS scene to make my purchases seem relevant, which I admit that in the past I, like most, did. Not a bad thing, it's what people do I suppose.
I am not a bloke who has ever had the luxury of a break from the routine of club-life Ste, it's always been a week in, week out thing since the Wigan days for me really, I ran a record shop for nigh 20 years after all - therefore I see myself as being fully aware of how music has developed around me, what I want from it and where I stand within the structure of things - for myself anyhow. I'm at peace these days in some respects.
The reason I haven't been to Cully Ste is due to work, I play music for money Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday - I'd love to come but work's work after all.
I have the greatest respect for yourself Ste, don't forget that, you are part of my make up and my history. Mike also has done his brothers proud in keeping the Hawkins tradition alive - he's always been solid in his musical views from being a soul baby.
Your night was always going to happen and good on you. I'm also pleased for Duncan.
As for your questioning of my credentials to pass comment on the scene Ste, please remember that in real-time on the NS scene, I was there as long, if not longer, than yourself.
We all have a lifespan on the scene don't we?
I may have, some may say, 'deserted' the Northern scene (in presence, yes) but at no point in my life have I been absent from 'a' black music scene - week in, week out.
Unlike yourself.