My heart goes out to you. I know what you been/going though. My daughter was eight months when she got Meningitis, she was in hospital for 4 weeks, its was the worst time of my life, she is 19 now with an 18 month son of her own. I often think about how lucky we were. just want you to hang on in there, there'll a lot tougher than you think
All the best
Steve