on top of all this melodrama i think i may have just reached a major, major slap to the head moment. are we ready for this... sure? i think i was actually after what good am i.... i feel really stupid now. go on then , let me have it!!! jesus christ wasnt worth all the stresss!!! god i feel like a numpty!! so to reiterate, ive been a fuckin idiot, im actually after what good am i without you! jeez. come on then let me have it.