Hammy,
what can I say mate, shocked, bewildered are the first two I can think of, we go back long time mate, right to the start of Souler Power in fact and Jan and I gave you 100% support, i'm not sure what's going on but please pm me if you need to talk, hope this is a knee jerk reaction and hope you will come back into the fold when your head clears a bit, until then, take care mate,
Lenny