Hi Peter,
I wondered where you went.
Must have been very difficult so respect for getting yourself to this point and also being brave enough to share what you have been through these last 18 months.
It is much more common than people realise, particularly in these times, a lot of people keep the early signs to themselves, although I do believe it is getting less and less a taboo subject.
If you are able, would you be able to say how your mental heath escalated to the point in which you described?
Anyway, as I said, respect for getting this far and best wishes going forward.
Steve